The Other Me

Am back again!! (hopefully)

2011-05-19T15:57:00.000-07:00

Hi there!!

its been quite a long time since my last post.There were a few good,bad and ugly things happened in my life since i did my last post.Ugly things are better when its not rekindled in anyway,so coming to the bad thing,I really had quite a few bad experiences which ofcourse was the side effects of the ugly things that happened. Those bad things of course brought some changes in my life.Coming to the good part, I gave up my idea of doing my PG in UK(for some reasons) and that decision made me get placed at MPHASIS ,funny to mention that now am a software engineer,technically a trainee for now but the best thing is that i get the same salary even during the training :p .

The worst thing in life is being idle. I always longed to stay home and sleep till late afternoon but guess what i hate that now. I ve been doing it for the past 15 days and am totally bugged .Everyday passes as i try to figure out the plan for the day and i finally end up sleeping in my bed. Am badly waiting for september and thats my joining date. planing to join tennis (to reduce weight)...hopefully i dont put on more weight and forgot to mention that am back on the diet track..little off the track for now.. hopefully will get on to it.. thats it for now..

Rest on next....

Am back!!

2009-09-22T04:54:00.000-07:00

Hi all.. its been quite a long..actually a very long time since my last post!!

Last weak was my b'day.. and it was great.. Had 3 surprice cakes and my b'day dress totally got spoiled because of the cake... but an other best day in life.. thanks to all my friends ...
After a long time all our colony mates went together for the treat... we had a great time.. missed sai on that day!!

The day before my b'day i was awake till 1 o'clock .. Abe was the first to wish (LOL :p) .. but the best gift on that day was her voice sms.. Thank You so much!!!

I must tell about the cake that my class mates brought to the class on that day..

i was first surprised to see a b'day cake on the table as i entered the class and i was even more surprised when i saw the wordings on that...

It was....

They dint stop with this.. they even wrote her name on the board..
I was actually happy and also panicd at the same time.. BUT HAD FUN...

rest on next post!!

P.S: no questions about the name JILLU....

A month of holidays.. intresting things...

2009-06-24T04:02:00.000-07:00

This month was so good.. many things happened , some nice,some nicer, some ugly and some were worst..

The most important thing was my brother's marriage. Now He has entered a life filled with more responsibilities, though he is not that responsible, lol...But the occasion was so good that all my relatives especially all my cousins were gathered together teasing my brother the day before the marriage.. it was fun.. but i really missed some of my friends on that day.. and the plans that i actually planned with my friends on that day were actually spoiled because of the semester exams...

But i felt bad that i missed my brother tying the knot,which actually is the important thing in a marriage...

the reception was also good.. I wore a black blazer on that day which actually was the talk of the day , i was literally blushing when everyone came to me and said that you actually look like the bride groom .. thanks to abe...missed you on that day...

It's nice to have a new person (My sis-in-law -"Nithya") at home..trying to talk to her slowly..she is actually friendly...helps me a lot while playing cards..lol...

My holidays are getting over by this month,... stepping in to the next six months of college ,hoping to score some internals atleast this time..planning for some courses... lets see...

sorry if you see some spelling or grammer mistakes above. i find some myself but since am sleepy i couldnt help it...

Stumbled by your thoughts...

2009-05-30T05:14:00.000-07:00

I saw this poem on the net as i was surfing ...i liked it though its not a great piece of poem .I saved it to my HD . As i dont have anything else to post .thought of posting this piece..nice feel..

I close my eyes and see your smiling face.
I always wonder If it's real or fake,
Can someone please tell me??
Im dieing each day,
The blood stained knife shows what i have done.
The pain i have felt doesn't bother me anymore,
Im dieing more and more each day,
From your painfull ways.
Why can't you just tell me why??
Im missing you more and more each day,
And im loving you more and more each day.
But you just can't see it past you horibble ways.
Look around you'll see my smiling face...
Cause im missing you.

MY piece..

If missing you could black out the stars there would be no midnight show, if missing you could make it rain the seas would overflow, if missing you could make it hot, there would be deserts all around, if missing you could silence noise the earth would have no sound.If missing you could make me die,then iam dead ..

Expectations Freaking out!!!

2009-05-29T05:36:00.000-07:00

Ramu's(Ram Gopal varma) forthcoming film RAKTA CHARITRA is just getting bigger & better by the day. Well how? First the maverick filmmaker Ramu chose an intricate subject (based on a real life story of Paritala Ravi from Andhra Pradesh who got assassinated in January 2005) for his film and roped in actor Vivek Oberoi, who had struck gold in his very first film with RGV, to play the lead character of Paritala Ravi.

Now Ramu has gone one step ahead and signed on Tamil film industry's superstar Surya for RAKTA CHARITRA. Surya who was the main lead in the original version of GHAJINI will make his Bollywood debut with Ramu's RAKTA CHARITRA.

I decided to film this story at one stretch and release it in 2 parts about 3 months from each other, a first of its kind ever attempted in the history of Indian cinema. I want to call the films Rakta Charitra- I and Rakta Charitra-II. Why I want to make it in 2 parts is because, the sheer drama and content the story possesses is so incredibly rich and of such high magnitude that it is not possible to do justice to do it in a film which is lesser than 5 hours. Also Ravi’s life can be broadly divided into 2 parts from the time how circumstances created his rise to how he created circumstances that felled him,says Ramu.

Discloses Ramu, 'I decided to cast Surya in (another important character) Suri's role primarily because of the extraordinary intensity he has in his eyes and in his
demeanor which I noticed in the original version of GHAJINI. The dynamism of his body language and the fiery strength of his personality almost threatens to burn up the screen.'

CHECK OUT : I am thrilled with positive reaction to RAKTA CHARITRA

The Tamil actor will star opposite Vivek Oberoi in this two-part film, which tells the story of politician and alleged murderer Paritala Ravi. 'Suri is going to appear in the last scene of RAKTA CHARITRA- Part I, after the Ramanaidu studio blast scene as its only then when anyone ever heard of him,' Ramu reveals about Surya's part.

And Ramu is highly confident about his new film. Says Ramu in an energized tone 'I believe that RAKTA CHARITRA is going to be the most defining film of my career not because of how well I will make it but sheerly because of the material I have at hand.'

Recently no Tamil Hero has done it and Our Very Own SURYA is going to bollywood..Steping up the next stone...All The Best SURYA>... u RAWK

Learning Life..

2009-05-19T03:24:00.000-07:00

This day in my life is the day which introduced me all feelings that i had towards my special one.

I actually missed a special friend of mine for the past few days and I tried silly ways to contact her and that had totally spoiled few things.It was today when she called me up and talked various things about us.I actually understood more about this girl today.She used to be a very bold girl and i feel guilty for making this girl cry (i wish you dont have any more sorrows in your life).I understood how much she loved me when she cried and even understood how much i loved her and I am happy that i had her and will have her in my life..We decided to move on together as friends (painfull but still..)..

That phone call lasted for about 28 mins and I remember every single word that she said and unserstood her respect for her father.I really dont know how lucky iam to have such a girl but her parents are really lucky to have her..I cried as i was badly depressed(after a looong time) , but when i thought about the words she spoke to me i stopped crying as that would insult both our love for eachother..

I strongly believe that only thing you need to do to get something is to be sincere to it..I am sincere and she too is sincere ,so i believe that i will have her in my life.when I kept the phone down after the conversation I actually started to love her more than i ever loved her.

I actually read a sms after that call,it had the message"you tend to change for the one you love and the one who loves you the most will change you"

It was too close to me in the sense I have changed a lot since i met(spoke to) her and now am completely changed because i always tend to change myself for her and she changed me..Now am with so much memories that everything around me will always remain you in someway.. you will always be cherished in my life and only one to be cherished..

Love you a lot... be in my life always..I will wait..

I have my exams on 21st ..have to study .hope i will do my exams well..

Upside Down.........

2009-05-18T08:10:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i posted my last post..

Even now am not intrested to post,but still i am posting ...Blabbering.

There were times in the past where i used to sit down so dumb almost of no care about the world and my surroundings especially ..

As we all know life is a rollercoaster ride with various twists and turns that actually introduces different persons and different perspectives of life that we are intrested and sometimes not intrested to meet.. But the misery is that we cannot ride our RC..It randomly selects people and takes some of them along with you for a short ride and some for a long ride through a track decided by the RC itself..

Some people getdown so soon that they dont even stay in your memory and some travel with you for a while and leave traces of their presence that we cherish and some people leave you in sorrow as they getdown and will make you feel cursed not because of their presence but because of their absence.and some make you feel bad that you had them in your ride..

When I used to be so careless unknowing the basic meaning of life ,I was happy ,not that iam sad now ,but i often feel so badly depressed for small reasons(trying to console myself by treating it a small reason)...Whenever you are depressed you tend to feel wrong and take wrong decisions ,i should thank god that he had made me a little strong to hold me back from taking wrong decisions though i take some ,that are purely due to me being washed away by my emotions,but i tend to think everything in a wrong way which Iam regreting all the day...

Hope that all ends well...

T-A-G

2009-04-11T05:17:00.000-07:00

1. Where is your cell phone? on my computer table
2. Your significant other? My Life.
3. Your hair?soft
4. Your mother? the most innocent
5. Your father? Better than the Best
6. Your favorite? parents,A**,surya,mobile
7. Your dream last night? About my short film being nominated for an award
8. Your favorite drink? Cold Coffee
9. Your dream/goal? to have everything and everyone i Love
10. What room you are in? bedroom lol..
11. Your hobby? Movies
12. Your fear? Internals(really)
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Anywhere if am with my .....
14. Where were you last night? Home
15. Something that you are not? short tempered
16. Muffins? yet to taste it
17. Wish list item?Bike and mobile
18. Where you grew up? under processing
19. Last thing you did? Talking on the phone
20. What are you wearing? Red
21. Your TV? Movie box
22. Your pets? Friends
23. Friends? real gifts.. happy that i have some true friends..
24. Your life? I think its eating Pizza now..
25. Your mood?Happy
26. Missing some one? Badly
27. Car? not intrested
28. Something you're not wearing? Shoes
29. Your favorite store? MegaMart
30. Your favorite color? Black
31. When is the last time you laughed?before an hour..
32. Last time you cried?a month ago..:(
33. One place that I go to over and over? College...
34. One person who texts me regularly? Archana
35. My favorite place to eat?Anywhere...
36. My favorite food? Chappathi dese days...

Holi made me regret...

2009-03-11T08:35:00.000-07:00

This day was awesome , had a real fun with colours.. i was actually surprised when i found a friend of mine waiting for me near my bus stand just to splash those coloured water on me..

I was not in contact with that girl for the past 3 or 4 months ..i know that i have a very silly reason for that ,but sometimes i become a real silly guy taking some wrong decisions.i know that this girl is so close to me and not someone whom i should stop talking to .

Am sorry about this, i know that you feel bad about this,but certain things cannot be explained and i feel that this distance would help us in future . I hope you will understand it when time comes for me to explain ..I know that talking to some girl wont spoil a relationship but am taking wrong decisions these days..I really dont know why am i moving away from my closed ones,and i know that am doing it purposely without any purpose..

Sorry that am avoiding you!!But i need some time to change my attitude..hope you will understand..

Anonymous Poet..

2009-02-16T22:01:00.000-08:00

I read this poem while surfing , liked it a lot and thought of posting it here...

My Friend when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.
I, then feel bad and a lot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend with all of my heart.
But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.
I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
I pray to you every night.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.
My dear friend, I miss you a lot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.
Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.
Friends till the end is what we will be.
Someday we'll be together,
together you and me.

sleeping post...

2009-02-05T13:23:00.002-08:00

Before I start,
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to all in advance...

The worst thing about this weekend is that my hols are getting over.I was actaully very happy when i saw the flash news about the court anouncing IDC for all colleges in tamilnadu. I expected a few more days of hols but
it is coming to an end.
The past few days were really good, watched some good movies .
I really enjoyed these days. hols was intresting ,i really had fun and the best part is that i had so much time to talk to my friend.
well!! I could follow that am typing the same content in different ways !! and thats because i feel sleepy! its almost 2.30 am now,hope you will understand!!
and my hols getting over by 9th(so sad)..my internals are also heading up ,have to start studying..
rest on next post...

A.R.R to Win OSCAR

2009-01-31T08:39:00.000-08:00

The Oscar wait is over. The results are out. And Slumdog Millionaire rules the Oscar nominations! The film has bagged 10 Oscar nominations for 2009!!!

Given that the musical genius has garnered three nominations for his work in Slumdog Millionaire, one for original score and two for his songs, it should come as no surprise if he wins, especially in the best song category! And if you ask why, well the category has only three nominees and two are for Rahman: for 'Jai Ho' and 'O Saya' .

So given these figures, it looks like it will be a Rahman night at the Oscars. Sadly, we have to wait for a whole month (the 81st Annual Academy Awards are scheduled for February 22nd, 2009) to see if our prediction is right!

And here goes the nominations:

Best Original Songs – 2 nominations for A R Rahman (for 'O Saya' and 'Jai Ho')
Best Original Score for A R Rahman
Best Film nomination
Best Director nomination for Danny Boyle
Best Adapted Screenplay for Simon Beaufoy
Best Motion Picture
Best Cinematography
Best Film Editing
Best Sound Mixing & Editing

The Slumdog crew is on cloud nine and are certain that they will sweep the Oscars this time.

Way to go team! Congratulations on this phenomenal achievement!

a tag...

2009-01-31T08:18:00.000-08:00

*Last movie seen in a theatre:Varanam Ayiram
*What book are you reading? :Savage Altar(first book)
*Favourite board game:monopoly
*Favourite magazine:mostly CINE BUZZ..and some local magazines.
*Favourite smells:smell of earth after rain,Petrol.
*Favorite sounds:closing a zip, music produced by a guitar.
*Worst feeling in the world: When you are into something knowing that the chances for it to happen is less and still making up your mind to be stubborn in what u want.
*What is the first thing you think of when you wake up? few more hours of sleep..
*Favourite fast food place: coffee day,dominoes,
*Future children's name:
NIKITHA,ISHITHA,SUVEEN,SHRANOTH,KHUSHI,MITHRA,ANEGHA.
*Finish this statement: “If I had a lot of money I’d go for a world tour.
*Do you drive fast? YUP!! bike freak!!
*Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? NO WAY!!
*Do you eat the stems on broccoli? YAK!! i hate vegetables
*If you could dye your hair any colour, what would be your choice? PINK
all the different cities/towns you have lived in:only Chennai.
*Favourite sports to watch:BASKETBALL,TENNIS,FOOTBALL.
*under your bed? cleaned everything just a week back, so NOTHING
*Would you like to be born as yourself again? If i get my same partner.
*Morning person or night owl? Night owl(nocturnal)
*Over easy or sunny side up? over easy..
*Favorite place to relax:my room.
*Favourite ice cream flavour: not an icecream lover..but chocolate or any flavour with choco sauce would be my choice

A Dream...(My first Poem)

2009-01-31T08:07:00.000-08:00

As i sit near the window and think of you,
My eyes are open but still dreaming about you.

whenever you start runing in my mind,
everything around me goes far away ,
its like only you and me..
only love and affection..

Everything happens with a reason,if so,
i happened to be here on this earth
for you and your love...

I should thank god for giving you to me,
to hold ,to share,to fight,to love and
to fullfil the meaning for this life.

There were times ,when you happened to be away from me,
I always believed that this distance is
only to bring you closer and closer to me.

As i continue to dream , a hand that tapped me with ,
with a gentle touch of love, and whisper those three words.
and thats you...

-A Victim Of Your Fascination

My new blog...

2009-01-31T07:54:00.000-08:00

This is my second blog as my first one was hacked by some ####

Well this blog is about me and my important days and some of writings......