The Other Me

This day in my life is the day which introduced me all feelings that i had towards my special one.

I actually missed a special friend of mine  for the past few days and I  tried silly ways to contact her and that had totally spoiled few things.It was today when she called me up and talked various things about us.I actually understood more about this girl today.She used to be a very bold girl and i feel guilty for making this girl cry (i wish you dont have any more sorrows in your life).I understood how much she loved me when she cried and even understood how much i loved her and I  am happy that i had her and will have her in my life..We decided to move on together as friends (painfull but still..)..

That phone call lasted for about 28 mins and I remember every single word that she said and unserstood her respect for her father.I really dont know how lucky iam to have such a girl but her parents are really  lucky to have her..I cried as i was badly  depressed(after a looong time) , but when i thought about the words she spoke to me i stopped crying as that would insult both our love for eachother..

I strongly believe that only thing you need to do to get something is to be sincere to it..I am sincere and she too is sincere ,so i believe that i will have her in my life.when I kept the phone down after the conversation I actually started to love her more than i ever loved her.

I actually read a sms after that call,it had the message"you tend to change for the one you love and the one who loves you the most will change you"

It was too close to me in  the sense I have changed a lot since i met(spoke to) her and now am completely changed because i always tend to change myself for her and she changed me..Now am with so much memories that everything around me will always remain you in someway.. you will always be cherished in my life and only one to be cherished..

Love you a lot... be in my life always..I will wait..

I have my exams on 21st ..have to study .hope i will do my exams well..